mad, mean and ugly

i rarely speak with someone i do not know, therefore i may look quite anti-social,however the persons who know me have no complaints, except maybe jaymz and most of my class at school...when someone befriends me, that person has a friend for life, i have a dark sense of humor and i have no problems mocking with any subject at all, that makes some persons dislike me, in my humble opinion there are no reasons at all to not joke with every kind of subjects...it is not rare that i laugh all by my own and noone understands the cause, i usually disdain and mock the persons that irritate me, i particullary like to upset all the anti-nazi freaks and religious persons.
I think respect is essential for us to co-exist in a civilized manner, i respect everyone that respects me end of the story.
I judge people before i know them basing myself on what they look like, for example, if i see a colored person, since most of them criminals and agressive in general, i automatically think bad of that person and that person will have an harder time proving to me that he/she/it is worthy to know, if a metalhead aproached me it would be much easier for him to like me since i woundt be so reticient about him. I also judge people based on how they talk to me and who they relationate with, some say thats discrimination, i dont see it that way....
I do not denie i am arrogant
I usually do not say what i think about many subects unlesss im asked or i have some confidence with the person, since most times my opinion keeps ppl away its better this way, but when i say something im always honest and i wont stop saying something just because it could hurt someone
I am quite suspicious about everything and i am quite paranoid
When i do have confidence with people, i hardly shut up, im always playing with something and saying stupid jokes, people seems to get entertained with me, i dont go out much, mostly go to gigs and thats all, i am quite of a monster in the mosh pit and i drink lots and lots of everything, I make several mentions to gallaecia, vikings, and whatever usually is in my mind
Im easy to identify because my aspect is not that common, just search for some damaged boots, drinking horns, thor's hammer at the neck and a long jacket, i do not like long hair so i keep it short
one of these days when i had 39 feverand watched conan the barbarian i decided to create a band, i dont play any instruments and cant really sing, but whatever, we are named "evil satanic barbarian warfarmers from the underground of the frozen northern mountains of gallaecia where crom rules supreme" and we play experimental barbarian grinddoom, check our myspace at http://www.myspace.com/heilcrom
and dont take it seriously please, all that was done in 15 mins, we dont pretend to mock or take merit from other bands who actually work for years to do good stuff, we are just "playing bands" dont fear us! we wont get any better than you "real bands"
Msn: jekyll_72@hotmail.com
feel free to add me in msn messenger it is always good to know people, about hi5, do not waste time adding me over and over i wont accept you unless i know you, so just make a comment or something before you add....
Heil Crom!